Idk if this has been posted but I'm drunk and sad.
Its not fair. I've done everything right. I'm doing great and yet still, after all these years, I'm haunted by this beautiful woman. Everything else feels less so. I live my life but when I see shut like
>>3911681I'm reminded of what can never be. The dream that I will not attain in this life. Even if I marry and love someone it will never be what I feel about this one woman. There's a hole in my soul and I will never fill it in this life. God willing, after I pass, maybe I can meet her. Just a few minutes would be enough, just to tell her what an impact on my life she's had,I would be able to feel satisfied with that
Alas, life continues. My apologies for the post, i need to get this out and there's literally nowhere else for me to do that
