>>3529572Everybody deserves a little bit of love. I don't know if there is much that I can do to help your self-image, but I do know all too well the place that you're in. And if there are people in the world who love and care about you, then there must be something worthwhile about you, even you can't see it or appreciate it right now.
>and I'm only 19.You're still young, so you have plenty of time to understand your feelings. I know that it may feel like the world is on your shoulders, but you don't need to have it all figured out just yet. Therapy and medication can be a good step towards better things, and I hope that you're getting some benefit out of them.
If you're at university, then you've got an amazing opportunity to meet people, maybe even life-long friends. You're not as alone as you think, there are almost certainty other kids your age going through the same sorts of feelings that you have now.
