>>3859705I don't drink anything that tastes good, mostly the cheapest vodka, or $1 8% beers.
The second, a better question would be what isn't. Seems like every day there's something else going to shit.
I wouldn't say things ever were going particularly well, but the last while has been turning into a real train wreck.
Imagine being directly involved with something, but lacking any actual control in the decision making process, you know things are not going to end well and cannot stop them, but the actions will directly affect you either way.
I usually assume the worst case, as I am nearly always correct which already means something awful has happened, but this time, I couldn't even predict it going this poorly. Everyday there's been some further reason to drink. There is plenty else besides this event that's reason to do so a few times a week, but this has really given even more reason.
I've gotten things so I don't feel too bad when waking up 4 to 6 shots and I feel decent for 3 or 4 hours and then go to sleep.
