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I'm losing my battle to my eating disorder lately. I fought hard at first now all I want to do is just let it run every aspect of my life. I've lost fifteen pounds in just a month.
It's so easy. It's like I'm letting my disorder do everything for me, like it's an actual person inhabiting my body. I'm never sad, I'm motivated, excited. I'm out preforming my coworkers and I'm on top of the world. It's so addicting. I haven't gotten to the point where it's dangerous yet but if I keep going as I am it's just a matter of time.