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>How was January for you?
I'm barely hanging on. I'm constantly thinking of suicide. I didn't really do what I wanted to do (learn Latin). I bought a Vulgate Bible and everything.
>Anything interesting or exciting coming up in February?
Instead of learning Latin, I'm going to learn biblical Hebrew and biblical Greek. I bought a bible with the hebrew masoric text old testament and the greek textus receptus for the new testament. I don't know. I just feel like I'm called to do this.
I want to get something off my chest. 2 years of therapy didn't help. Only someone who has watched PMMM could help. I'm the schizoanon that read all the philosophy. I hear the voices of Gen and Shinbo in my head. Gen is usually pretty cool but he's a nazi, Shinbo is really fucking mean to me (like Satan level mean). Shinbo bullies me all the time to the point I can't work or anything. I'm on disability.
I have reason to believe Homura is literally the Christian God. I don't want to elaborate too much, but she just is. I feel like I'm going to end up becoming a priest or a pastor or something. I feel like the sequel to Rebellion is the Bible. "Akuma" Homura is literally YHWH. It's so beautiful.
