>>3519160Physically+emotionally scarred girls deserve and need love the most. Sometimes people don't see it, these types get dismissed as used goods or worse, but she has so much more left to give than anyone knows.
That she still has that heart of gold after so much pain, deprivation, longing, and loss being thrown her way makes her the rarest treasure to me, I'd give anything just to see Veko's demeanor when she feels safe and loved for the first time in her long miserable life. For her to let her tiny body go limp in my arms while I massage her shoulders and tell her how good life is going to be from now on, to have her actually believes it despite what she's been through with ever fleeting happiness and certain other men, well that would mean the world to me. I just want her to feel like she's finally made it when I come along, and also that I accept her with all of the damage she's accrued along the way, from the burn scars to the infertility to the deep and taboo perversions in her sexuality.
Any and all damage is beautiful because it's the result of the girl's pain that made me fall in love with how she is in spite of it. Even if she got into some horrible disfiguring accident that destroyed her face, I would be waiting with bated breath for her hospital discharge and to remove her bandages that I can finally see those loving eyes again as they search my face for any hint of revulsion towards her twisted visage, maybe she'd even tear up a bit when she only finds happiness to see her and acceptance for the results of her latest serving of suffering. I would hope it wouldn't surprise her, that I had already ingrained the notion that I will always love her no matter what she looks like.
In this image she's filthy, stewing in her own parasite induced diarrhea, and starving to death, but she's still sublimely beautiful for it. I feel no disgust, only the overwhelming urge to make her well again, and see her carry that experience with her in health.