>>3816054I would rather be told upfront that I am no longer someone they wish to be with. I spent months worrying over someone who I thought had been too busy/depressed to reply to me and once I learnt that he had been avoiding me I felt like complete shit.
He was the only friend I had made in almost a decade. I found myself speaking to him through the day about amazing things that interested us and it was the highlight of my day being able to read from him. One day he stopped and I became unable to read from him.
He would go offline in steam and he wouldn't answer my mails.
I had to ask someone else if something had happened to him only to be told that "We speak every day".
In a bitchfit, I blocked him and anyone we had as mutuals, deleted my accounts and stopped trying to get close to people.
I still don't know why he did it, if it was my fault or what.
I just wanted to say that I miss you, C.S.
>>3816413I understand perfectly.
>>3816109It still hurts all too much.
