>>3815090>There will be new opportunities to experience good things, we just need to hang in there until those days come. Learning to enjoy live alone allows us to enjoy it with other people better as well.I have been waiting for those opportunities for a long time now and yet it's almost as if I felt more apathetic now than ever.
I do enjoy my time alone a lot, but lately I started to regret it all since it's been like this for most of my life.
It's weird, I don't think my life has any meaning and I don't have a real goal. All I ever truly wished for was for someone to genuinely care about me and make me feel wanted.