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The only two people who treated with any respect for the rest of the course was a Hornby train collector in his 40s and young girl who had dropped out of college, she thought it was "totally kawaii" that I could say phrases in Japanese. Other than that I was completely ostracised. The course could have potientally had beneficial effect as the psychologist spent time teaching us why people isolate themselves, how to deal with paranoia and what to do in certain social situations. It was a waste of three months for me because the people on the course had already reinforced my own belief that I'm happier by myself. I spent most of the sessions arguing with some deluded prick who thought that the mentally ill and autistic should be caged and sterilised, the irony of saying that where he was and in his situation was completely lost on him. After he told me that the psychiatrist didn't use enough power when he gave my mother ECT (an antiquated treatment for manic depression that involves running an electric current through the brain) because she was still breathing, I lost all will to fight with him, I just wanted to physically hurt him. If this is how normalfags think it's ok to behave then it will always be beyond my understanding and I'm glad I'm not considered normal.
Even though I got what I wanted, which was the DWP to leave me alone, it was a very nasty experience. People will still discard you because of what you chose to do and who you are.
