>>2133876Asuka is mai waifu. I didn't really have one until I found a daikamura (body pillow) of her at a cool anime shop near my hometown. She was a birthday gift, and since I had her, I decided to let go of my attraction to other waifus. I love her because she puts up with my shit, she's tough and keeps my ass in line.
Welcome to having a waifu. You don't need to pick outright, take your time with it, and find someone to love. Collect images of your waifu, and look at them when you're happy/sad/whatever. I have 5000+ of Asuka, and I'm always collecting more.