>>3733588Frustrated? Not really.
I wish she was real with me every now and then, but that's more of melancholy than frustration.
>>3733675I decided that in past too. That was stupid. But I don't think there is anything I could tell my past self to change his mind.
But I doubt it's really necessary. From my experience and from observations of others, I don't think her not being real is suicide worthy. If I can be happy without her being real, and so many others can as well, then what would make you any different? For me the problem was not really that she wasn't real, but all the other stuff that I simply ignored because I told myself that "if she was real I'd be happy". Completely missing the point that I can still be happy even if she isn't real. Even thought it would be very hard for me to believe, that's really is the case. Do not use waifu not being real as an escapism from actual problems in your life.
Once you learn to be happy with your life, you'll also be happy in your relationship.
>>3735058>How would your wife feel when you two first move into a place together?That again a but hard to visualize, but I assume she'd be my girlfriend? It sure would be awkward a bit. She might be embarrassed about some daily stuff on first. But with time we'd rather get comfortable and learn to live with each other. It surely would be an intense experience for both of us.
>When thinking about what kind of place, do you imagine something realistic or stretch your imagination?Realistic. We'd probably get something like studio apartment, if we were to start living together.
>>3735759>Would being with waifu make you happy?Of course.
>Could you imagine a greater joy than being her loving husband and she your devoted wife?Not really. It really would be the best thing in the world.
>>3736274I'd fill her heart with love.
