Happy (late) birthday Toko! It was on 6th.
>>42307941. 8 years
2. Didn't have a different waifu, but I did separate from her multiple times across the years. Once because I cured the foundation over which I built my love for her, which was depression and a sense of loss after seeing her die in her source material. Second because of accidentally tulpa.
3. I don't know what's a real relationship cause I've never been in one. My love was is real and that's what I know for sure.
4. Rereading her VN again to see the reality of her source material again. I did read it like 7 times already but recently I started feeling like there's too much of fake memories created from the construct of mine compared to the real source.
5. I did tell few friends of mine, I never got called out for it or anything, nor got criticized. Everyone that knows me knows I'm a weirdo anyways.
6.
>anon you should find a gf!>nope>do you want a boyfriend instead?>nope>you should consi>NOPE7. Loving Toko taught me about the worth of life, I used to think of my life as worthless thing that could be ended at any moment and nobody would bat an eye. But after experiencing loss of her I found just how much my parents would cry about my departure. And so I stopped considering death as a way to escape.
8. At this point it's mostly time, I grow different while she stays the same. Feelings change, you grow tired of old ways of thinking and seek new ways. I am not unchanging.
9. In terms of waifuing the love isn't for a person, it is a concept. Everyone's in love with their idea of a character. Everyone creates their own instance of a character, their own.
10. I don't see myself in a relationship, ever.
11. Language barrier, I cannot easily image how she would speak cause I don't speak japanese well enough to imagine what she would say.
12. I don't care for acceptance. I do what I want.
13. I might be bi but I will never associate myself with LGBT community. Fuck them.
14. pass
15. whatever
