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My mother committed suicide recently and it's hard to move on. I can't help but feel it is my fault. She shot herself with my gun. I was planning to kill myself but now with this virus it is much more difficult. I miss her and I wish I could join her. I can't stop thinking about it, I keep dreaming about it or her in my dreams. I can't get her out of my head, I can't move on.