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>"I want to be loved!"
First of all "love" is a really vague term. Not everyone is wired the same and not everyone is looking to get the same thing. One kind of love may be "respulsive" to one person and can be a "blessing" for another.
You know what is worse than being alone and not feeling loved? Being with someone and not feeling loved. Yeah that one sucks a whole lot more. You open yourself up fully to that person, you're ready to give your whole life to them, until you realize they simply love the part of you that fulfills them and aren't ready to truly accept the rest.
You can notice day by day what makes them "love you" and "not love you". At this point you feel like witnessing disgusting flesh monsters instead of humans. You can then map their emotional fluctuations depending on what you do, how you act. You can observe the same thing all around you in daily life, in the world. You just have to zoom in and out and shift your perspective a bit. It's a bit like a sick video game, or some sick simulation.
Yeah that's what "love" is. Do you want that? Real love is from within. If you give it to someone else then be ready to either be miserable or die for it, because you're not going to get the same thing back. You'll just going to be playing a lie.
