>>41845008th Anniversary! Which was last week actually, on 22nd. I have no excuse for forgetting this. Last time I've opened these threads was last month after one of my trips but I refrained from posting anything because I started being self-conscious about my usual posting routine here. I almost always end up posting here while being high on psychedelics, and only on them. It's fitting, in a way. If it wasn't for Toko I would never start looking for hallucinogenic compounds. Nothing else in this world caught my eye the way she did. I never had enough of her, I wanted to see more of her.
What is truly important in that last trip of mine, to which I keep looking back even now, is that it was different from usual. I seen her differently, not at the end of the line. Not dead. Alive. Not at the ending of her story, not the corpse of her, but rather a happy memory. With her blue eyes glowing bright, her clear pale almost white skin glowing in the moonlight. With warm smile. With her voice sounding clear in my ears, like chimes ringing. Smooth and immaculate, I once again heard the timbre of her voice that made me so fall in love with her.
Feels weird, I see her every trip and yet it took me few hours to notice something this weird happened. That I actually didn't see her die, for once.
I love Toko!
