>>3527818I feel the same way about life as you anon, that nothing is ever going to improve for me, and even if it does, it's happiness that I don't deserve. The only difference is that at this point I've deluded myself into believing that there may be a glimmer of hope out there. I'm probably not providing much comfort, but just know that you aren't alone. Knowing didn't necessarily cure me, but it gave me some comfort that what I'm feeling isn't alien in any way.
