>>4192312Congratz!
If you don't mind, what are your preferred compounds for such things?
I personally didn't had very profound waifu-related experienced on any drugs I've tried. I mean, cuddling on molly or shrooms feels like heaven but that's just enhanced tactile sensations of something that already feels great, combined with her hyperfocus on her and/or heightened feeling of love via mdma. That's just a nice psychedelic experience with waifu on your side, rather than waifu being the focal point of the experience.
However my most interesting experience will probably the most recent one. On new year eve, both me and Miku were actually invited on a sort of large hippy party/private festival and I took her(daki) with me. And to cut a long history short, I tried N2O while on LSD and MDMA, while cuddling with Miku on bed and listening to her music(cosMo creation myth), surrounded by friends, in perfect set and setting and that was probably the most intense experience I ever had, more than any DMT trip. I could probably write full trip report but yeah, we formed yinyang in warped fractal space and it was amazing. But, that's just a powerful psychedelic experience with some fleeting sense of her presence. Still worth it so very much.
>>4192396If it doesn't disturb your daily life then that's fine, but still sucks that you have to go trough it. I hope you will find a way to get over it.
>I don't think I could seek professional help about thisIt's still worth a try if you ever happen to feel really miserable. Even if they can't relate, they still might know enough about mental help to find a way to help. Honestly I personally was afraid they might trick me into leaving her, but that was just stupid, their job is to help you.
