>>3561826I think I take it too far to the point where it's the only type of relationship that makes me feel good and safe. Sometimes it will make me feel extra depressed for weeks or months depending on how much the show impacted me and I will compulsively collect pictures of the characters and listen to the music, and listen to other music and try to insert the lyrics into the show if I can, like if it's a Yuri anime I'll listen to songs about romance and etc and just fantasize about them and what it'd be like to be in their world and be their friend.
