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Lately I've just been experiencing a constant feeling of defeat and self-doubt together with a lack of motivation. I get hopeful when looking at what the future possibly has in store for me and I try to make an effort to get out of this place but I always seem to go back to it when I remind myself of certain things. It's a daily back and forth. It always happened but it's a lot worse now. I'm at a crossroads in life and it all depends on me but these conflicting feelings make it so much harder. I lack the dedication to do many things even though I'm trying to get better at that. I don't know. It's just... draining. You can't even call it a comfort zone because it's not comfortable at all. Sorry for the vent, I hope you all have a good day.
