>>4085585Depends on how much mental strength I'm able to gather;
Lv. 1 Next to none: procrastination while waiting to die.
Lv. 2 A little bit: play games to at least *do* something.
Lv. 3 A little bit more: write story.
Last few months, it was constantly on lv. 1. Lately, it's on lv. 3 - that usually won't last long, but I try to continue with the story as much as possible before I fall back to lv. 1 or 2.
>>4090600I'm waiting for the "too much" phase. I mean, I actually *want* to die, but I found out I don't have balls to do that... (yet?)
>>4090194Aren't we all here? I definitely am, why deny that?
