>>3795394That's okay to not know what the first step is. It's not like it's an easy course from A to B. Just take it one day at a time, and don't feel like you're destined or have to be alone.
>>3795449Other people showed them kindness and love, but they eventually also found it within themselves. Give a man a fish he eats for a day, you know how the saying goes.
People can reach out to you and help you, but in the end no one can save you except you.