>>3842006Anon I don't even know you, hell I didn't even know you existed until 5 minutes ago. I was in the same boat, anon.
Anon. I don't want to give you some sob story...but shit dude. I'll admit there was a time in my life where I didn't go a day without thinking about doing...'it'. No matter what you might think about yourself, or what you think others might think about yourself....trust me dude...you're wrong. When you eventuall move past this shitty part of your life you'll look back on it with disdain, because you won't believe you let yourself stoop so low, trust me dude.
Look guy, I am admittedly very drunk, and just happened to stumble upon this post...but I know how shitty being stuck in that rut can be. I know it's been a few hours since you posted but if you need anyone to talk to I can give you my discord. I might be autistic with words bt I'll still help alleviate some of the baggage you're carrying :)
