>>3638218I have gone to therapy for other trauma that I went through and it kinda helped with my depression. But not really and it’s back now. Also I don’t really want to have to bring it up to my parents again cause I’m a college student and don’t have the money to pay for therapy.
>>3638441I literally do all of those except for painting, still not happy. They help me sometimes, other times it’s the reason why I feel like shit, kinda just a mixed bag. I release music even though I know it is bad and embarrassing and no one ever listens to it.
Then I look at my friend who has a band, and is actually good, and plays shows around town and it is just like well of course. But I still practice and play and maybe one day I will create something ok. I really doubt it but maybe I will.
