>>3051088I guess the biggest allure is that she's a model, and she might be famous one day. I love the idea of being with not only such a beautiful and sweet girl, but everyone in the world knowing it too. So I end up thinking of it as like I'm just showing off how beautiful she is and how much I love her. I still want to be able to do that, and I know I can, but I'm held down by my baser instincts often. But I'm making progress.