>>3266495Some days it gets too hard and I can't take it.
I know what happened to her but I don't like thinking about it.
When I first realized it, I sobbed throughout the night and for weeks following I was mournful.
And though the part of me that Yuuri awoke wants to believe that it's not true, that there was some way that it could have turned out differently, my normal self did not let me embrace this idea.
She accepted her fate and was content with the life she had lived, she did not suffer, she died in her sleep next to her friend having accomplished something.
