>>2803938I wouldn't say you're a bad person, puggo. We've all done terrible things, I'm sure. But we're human.
Life is full of possibilities. Don't give up on yourself yet, mate.
You live in Pennsylvania? I live in Virginia. When I was in my teens I was a social outcast. I couldn't open up to anyone outside of my family and best friend, and when I did, it was painfully awkward. I did shameful things around others to prove myself. It makes me sick to think back on it.
My time with Ryuko taught me things I didn't know about myself. Now that I'm older, you wouldn't believe the change I've undergone.
Hang in there, man. At some point things will get better, like they have for me and so many people I know.