>>1967662Rei's pretty sexy with one eye covered, will dump as much of that kind of thing as I can find.
I didn't really know what to do at that point. I knew I wanted to surround myself with her- download every picture I could find, buy all the merchandise I could get my hands on and just go mental with it. I decided I'd finish the series before I went completely mad, but- as careful as possible so as to avoid spoilers- I started nabbing pictures of her off the internet and looking around for decently priced figures.
When I saw episode 23 I was crying for probably about an hour or so- I didn't want to watch the next-time or anything because the rest of the episode was just too painful for me. I didn't for a minute think about what was really going on with her- clones and all- I just cried.
It took me a few before I came out of my shell and started watching it again. I withdrew from the world and just spent my time staring at pictures of her and thinking about her.