>>3241819There sense in trying to deny it.
It's been a bad week.
I want to live with Yuuri.
I know that maybe we wouldn't survive or one might have to live without the other.
But I would be ok with that, the hunger, the pain, the cold, the feeling when something went wrong and knowing that it may cause her discomfort or death or maybe feel that I let her down, this would be fine because if I could make her smile then all that pain would not matter.
The days here do not seem to matter, weeks pass, months go by, years, at the end of it all there has been no progress made other than I've aged by that amount of time.
But if I were to leave and live with Yuuri, every day would be important, it would reveal something, it would have meaning to it.
And the feeling that I have no purpose to serve in this life might fade away.
