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I hate all the anon saying shit like “you need hobbies you need to push your self you need to better your self that will make you happy”
You know what it doesn’t fucking matter, I currently go to one of the best colleges for my degree, I have multiple hobbies(music, woodworking, reading). I am active and healthy, working out almost daily, with no real bad habits like excess smoking or drinking or drug use. I have friends, that I usually see and hang out with. I do everything people say to be happy, and guess what it doesn’t work.
I still wake up and go to bed feeling like literally trash, I have tried filling it with romantic relationships but I end up laying next to some chick that I should like, who is cute, sorta funny, nice, but I literally feel nothing, I feel as alone as if I was laying in bed by my self. I do everything that everyone tells me to do, but I can’t shake the weight of it, it just lingers and stuck to me no matter what I do.
Like what the fuck should I do, learn anything hobby, just to distract my self for another 30 minutes each day.
