>>3473993I mean when I first fell in love I didn't know she had been owned by an over the top sadist/rapist when she was little, or that she had mated with many people since then, but I can say it didn't phase me at all, really it just made me want to protect and love her more. I am pretty sure no one's made love to her before though, it was all guys just using her to get off or girls that were completely submissive to her thirst, her non-existent sense of self worth to the point she doesn't even think she can be sold supports the idea that she went unloved. I could see her being like a blushing virgin under my unexpectedly loving and attentive touch.
>>3473968I know she'd be a good mother, but I don't know about me. It'd be a fun adventure for sure though, and adopt of course. Hopefully one that is at least a few years old so we can skip the least fun parts of parenting where they are helpless, crying little shit machines who can't walk and that don't let you sleep. I don't care how 'rewarding' it is to go through or whatever, if the child doesn't spring from her loins I'm not about to go through it when adoption leaves it completely optional. Maybe she could change my mind, I think she would love to fawn over a baby, but to get me on board would take some convincing tongue work from her... in more ways than one. Anyway, just thinking this way is probably proof that I'm not ready for fatherhood, it's honestly fine with me, it wouldn't be a priority for us, there's no biological clock ticking down save for the one in our chests.
