>>3997887https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsXSiEnXU7YWorst part is that it just feels like 14 too deep for you sorta shit. Just pisses me off even more.
If my way of circumventing killing myself wasn't a way of of stating that I need to suffer for everything I've done by making it painful, I would have done it by now.
Unfortunately, me even recognizing this won't stop that, and life doesn't seem to give me just quite an excuse just yet to clock out.
So, here I sit. Lucky yet unlucky.