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Last night was final straw of many things over the years that should've been a final straw, that combined with finally going and cleaning up all the empty liquor bottles (I think maybe 12 1.75's over the past 5 or 6 months, most of those last 3 or 4, 2 being in the past few weeks went I was drunk every night) and $1 tallboy cans in the basement really disgusted me into doing things.
I'll at least be working soon, so I won't have the opportunity or time to end up drinking. Last 6th months was a real nightmare I saw coming, but had no ability to change.
I don't think I'll stop drinking outright,I'll try and ween it down to once or twice a week first and since I'll have money to spend maybe buy just a 6 pack of beer the night of instead of having a cheap bottle of vodka around that I can grab at any moment bad news comes in.
