>>3022194If you mean you want to socialize, but don't feel like you can under normal circumstances, try making friends over the internet. Find a website or program where you can interact and talk with people in some way. Even just having friends to talk to over the internet is a huge step up from nothing. If you can do that, then maybe try moving on to making relationships with people local to you.
Maybe none of this is relevant to you anyway, but regardless, I hope you don't do anything drastic, and I hope things get better for you.
