>>3908979I'm sorry to hear that, anon, but please don't ever say that resisting suicide is an act of weakness. If anything, it shows you have strength. I know it's hard to get over someone who you were attached to and gave you love, but I guarantee you that others will show up to take their place. After all, finding someone you can love in a reciprocal way is not a matter of "if", but "when".
I'm not sure about your habits, but remember that your body might just be answering to the bad ones. It's easier said than done, but if I'm right, cultivating healthy habits is the way to go.
Best of luck to you and stay safe, I hope that sharing things here made you a bit less overwhelmed. You deserve better.
