>>3487492i feel you anon, i have nothing outside of /c/ and i'm terrified of holding any strong opinions due to being laughed at over the course of my life. i'm also terrified of talking to people for many reasons, one being out of fear of being judged due to having no hobbies or interests as well as a bland uninteresting job
if you get called worthless, pathetic, or annoying enough times by enough people, you slowly start to believe it yourself - or at least i did