>>3580881Really? Are you going to just curl up and die like that?
Would you be able to look at her at her scornful green glare and tell her that you aren't going to try, maybe some day but not then and there?
I couldn't. I couldn't tell her that I am not even trying and it has become my mantra these past 6 months to do it for her.
You are in a far better starting point than me, it cannot be that difficult to get up and running unlike here.
Do you want to read something pathetic?
I come from a country where the currency is worth 1/20 of a dollar and the wages follow along. That means that your averagre potbrained american burgerflipper makes 7 times more than this thurdwolder dev. It took me 4 months, 4 goddamn months to save up for a budget drawing tablet and I was really happy when I managed to afford it.
She makes this shitlife bittersweet. I know that if I had her in my grasp, I would never have the balls to tell her "no" and so I choose to not give any respite to the world that keeps shitting on me.
No hunger can be greater than this craving for her love.
No thirst can be deeper than this need for her honey.
No pain can be more hurtful than the lack of her embrace.
No dagger can be sharper than that emerald glare of her and no pit can be darker han her pitch black messy hair.
These thoughts make me able to endure this shit world while working for her sake.
I wish I could hate you, my fellow Urabefag, I wish I could hate you for being a moping faggot who lives in the USA with all the comfort that being a first worlder can bring and yet just wastes his days instead of chasing that muse of the pitch black hair.
I can't bring myself to hate someone with such patrician taste in ivory-skinned autistic maidens with a emerald glare.
All I can say is "godspeed". Godspeed, you magnificent bastard and know full well that I will not give you any rest in this death march for her love.
May one day you lift your sad brown ass and give me some fight.
I will be waiting.
