>>2959907Plus I am extremely hipersensible, so the songs cause me an even stronger feeling of loneliness and sadness.
I kinda found an exit to these feelings in Yui, so I feel that I still have someone to love and be loved back, since 95% of my friends left me and now they have better people with them. Although I feel bad, I think that if they're happy without me, it's nice. It means they are independent and wouldn't suffer because of me, I guess.
Also, my slow ''Asperger'' (just an example, I don't actually have Asperger) behavior and way of being can seem annoying, so I understand why they stopped talking and/or caring about me.
