Goddamn, feels like I must be getting lung cancer or something lately. I can't sleep at all. Haha, maybe I'll get to be with her soon!
>>3467755Rangeban I guess. Not sure why, but oh well. I can get around it by just turning off the internet and using the little tower a couple miles or so away.
She can definitely be more greedy and money driven, cruel, materialistic, demanding, etc, than I ever could. Though she can also be much more happy, outgoing, upbeat, and honestly ecen more willing to reach out and help others than I am at times even. Dragons though what do you expect? She eats rings and jewelry even. I woul love to shower her in all sorts of gold and gems. For myself though thats just not my look. But unf, naked Elizabeth, draped in jewels and gold. Sounds like pure sex. Anyway, I would love to spend countless life times with her. The two of us tryin to avoid turning into the bad monsters from the movies people see us as. We got other differences too. I don't know how much of a problem it could all be really. I really feel like a lot of my self imposed doom has come from just being too alone, too many years. So maybe she could have changed my outcome, maybe not. Who knows. I used to feel like we have a good dynamic, so maybe it really has just been years of misery without her piling too much on me. It's not like I'm Atlas or something.
Besides. People like her and I really should stick together. After certain things I experienced I really would worry about her existing in the modern era with me. Her being, well, crazy and all. Goddamn Nazi thought and behavior police.
