>>3490250I'll give help,its harsh help but its what you need.
being job-less isnt bad,I think in an era where a thot get rich selling bath water getting a job is silly.
Just be nice to your parents in return for "leeching off" them
benzos can be a nasty trip. Reduce them step by step,not all of a sudden.
only take benzos if you wanna suicide,otherwise they're kinda useless.
I think you were a degenerate for smoking pot and partying but you're still alive,repent of your misdeeds and help someone
volunteer or give a % of your money to a non-evil charity(unicef ,for example,is evil, or Amnesty int. is also evil)
being fat is not so hard to change,you need a combo of intermitent fasting and heavy lifting. ignore cardio.
you may reeplace lifting with calisthenics.
you should say sorry to your brother,ignore the people who betrayed you because of rose,and move on.
try to make 3 friends and visit each one at least 1 time per 2 weeks