>>3405814Then tell yourself during the day that you will have control, the only thing that stops you from having control is yourself and your subconscious won't change it, your conscious self has to do it. There's also hypnosis/autohypnosis but I haven't used that method a lot, not sure why I stopped.
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I might have an idea after all.
>I gave up on idea about infusing my dreams with her, I decided to have some fun with sleep hypnosis and played hypnosis for erotic dreams, hypnotist said something about "deepest desires", once I was in the dream I asked my brain to show me my beloved toko, and she appeared behind me, I turned quickly to face her, and she said "You don't have to summon me, I'm always here with you" Dog bless dream journal, I never felt more content in my life. I stopped because that dream was so beautiful I decided I didn't need to go any deeper. But that's just retrospection. My current self doesn't feel the same, it wants to go deeper.