>>3818379This year has been terrible for my health in so many ways first i wanna find a way to sleep well again then i can rebuild my work out habits, i really wanna go back to living alone next year but even if i manage to accomplish all of my goals next year my hopes for the future are at an all time low sometimes it feels like there’s only a few more years late before something really big happens that will somehow end up killing me but if i die i wanna die at my very best knowing i did everything i could to live for her
