Thanks for the links lads. You all have really good taste.
>Transcendence Into The PeripheralThat album doesn't get enough love even among metalheads. I'd put it into my top 5 albums of any genre easily.
>>2773121Try new things. Play an instrument, read a book, go for a walk, etc. Doesn't matter if you find it difficult, you'll know what you like once you tried.
It's hard to get out of the shell, but frankly getting more people to talk to and perhaps share some good moments with is what actually works the best.
Don't be afraid to ask for help. There has to be at least one person who loves you enough that if you told them how you feel, they'd be willing to lend you a hand. Hiding it is worse. See a therapist if it's gotten so cronic it's crippling you.
