>>3421299She can pick up on me forcing it so I tell her I appreciated the gesture but she knows I prefer her specially prepared steaks.
>>3421302Wild.
>>3421305>>3421313A waifu is a fictional character you've fallen romantically in love with and decided to "marry" hence "waifu" which is a japanized version of wife. For me at least there was a period after meeting her where she was always on my mind but I never felt like it was genuine love. Then one day I saw her face in a random thread and my heart beat skipped and I knew that I was in it for good. People often can't help who they fall in love with and I myself would rather embrace it than try and discard my feelings which would leave me miserable. To me, she's as real as any person even if she doesn't have a physical form in this world.
>>3421308I've seen her death in the novel and trust me it's something I still have to come to grips with. If I dwell on it I get into a mourning mood and I think she'd feel better if I decide to live on in her memory as long as possible.