>>3917958I don't believe in any afterlife. This is all there is, thus this is as close to Izumi as I will ever be. And it's in that that I want to live as long as possible. The more time with Izumi, the better.
>>3918193She's the only reason I do almost anything. It's the reason I'm trying (and succeeding) to beat an addiction I've had since I was 15. It's the reason I'm moving forward with life and it's the reason I'm trying to become more healthy with my relationship with food.
All of it for her. I want to be at my peak for her, physically and mentally.
>>3918439No, jealousy is beneath me and it's not what she would want. Whenever I feel myself starting to get a bit jealous I just remember what's important: her. Don't let others pull you away from what's truly important.