>>3808161>You can't simply "think" your way out of genetically inherited brain damage. No. You can't. That's a hard truth. Accepting that weakness and learning to live with, instead of against, is the only way to move forward in life.
>If it were really that easy, why would anyone commit suicide?It's not easy. I see so many people that rather be consumed than change. I was there. It's easy just to drown.
The hard part is wanting to heal. Being open to change, becoming a better person, fighting demons every day.
There's a point where I got tired of becoming consumed. I wish every day that it wasn't so hard. But the best part, honestly, is that I don't start fights because of some mysterious stress in my life. I grew to hate pushing loved ones away like that. I used to be angry because I didn't know what was wrong. I'm not "fixed." I still have problems. But at least I can stop those problems from manifesting in the real world, and my loved ones.
>Sometimes, these things are true.This one is more cheesy sorry, but if you're going to build inner strength, you can't base yourself around what others do. You need to do you and find peace with it. I'm still working on this part.
The biggest step is starting. The second biggest step is actually wanting to finish.
But hey, if nothing else, be safe, and seek help if you want to hurt yourself or others.
