>>3581463It isn't. You've played the role of a dead man for two years as a laughable attempt to persuade yourself it did not end when it reality, it certainly did. You're fond of your masks, aren't you? Drop them. All of them. Be truthful to yourself because this "thing" you've got going on is doing nothing for you but harm. You loved her, but with each year, it's been slipping yet you delude yourself and clench on to what you've once had and write with a smile. Mr. Alleyne-Poster, it is with my deduction that I declare you as a fake as well.
-Ah, it seems you've routed me. T'was a mask. I am just as fictional as her.
I love her. I loved her. I really did, but I never looked at her the same way again. I'm not sure what set in. Was it reality? The constant penetrating of my sanity with the whole ordeal? I just wanted to re-kindle what we had, that's all.
-Is that all there is to it, fiend?
No. My entire identity has always been non-existent. I am a pathological liar. I specialize in characters and the art of improving them. The internet is a beautiful thing. Who am I, really.
A villain. A bad-guy. A deceiver, turned as evil as the humans I dismiss. Nothing worthy. Nothing worthwhile being looked at. Back to the shadows. Ban me. Seven day, spasibo.