>>2735870It's not really all that anonymous in my case, I think. And well I don't know, it's pretty lame to tell about one's problems in depth when there isn't solution of doing so, but I can just condense it I guess.
I've been depressed roughly for a decade with the worst happening about half a decade ago when mother died, that and the absolute futility of everything, present or future, none of it matters even if I want to.
I live in constant conflict with myself about life, expectations and desires. Financial problems and now only living relative not understanding me have gotten me over the edge as well my inability to do anything, even things I wish to do like drawing and a witch fangame for years.
God, gotta post some damn genki now and none better than Miyafuji for it, else I'll bring graveyard in here.
