>>2059714if i may be so bold as to offer a bit of advice, i would offer you to love yourself first. one cannot truly love another without first loving the self. if you feel empty and mechanical, then opposite must also be possible -- that you can feel full and alive. maybe not today, but were you to fade away, you would lose your chance to experience that.
please accept my apologies if i have shoved my words where they are unwanted. you seem to be a sensitive and caring individual who has much to offer the world.
i wish you the best in all your endeavors.
