>>3573945God that picture hurts.
All I wanted from my last try at a relationship was something like that.
Instead when I would start to be talk about my feelings should just be kinda mean and make jokes so I would just shut up. But then I would have to listen to her feelings and not really get to express my self.
I’m already terrible at expressing them cause my own up bringing was “never show emotion” and when I try and get shut down I just want to be alone.
No one has ever said something like that to me. Probably because I’m a white cis male and there is no way I could have been in a toxic relationship or preyed upon as a young teen. That’s impossible. It’s like just because I don’t talk about my trauma constantly for pity points doesn’t mean I don’t have any.
I just want someone nice.
