>>3435791Thanks anon, Yui has made me a better person and I'm happy with her - it's all about making her happy!
>>3435815My most recent fantasy I had about her happened a bit earlier. I was walking one of my dogs along the water and one of my neighbors (or someone in the close area) was launching his kayak into the water and I thought about how much fun it would be to take Yui out on a kayak. We have some really nice waterways, and there's an island in the middle of the river that's pretty famous so kayaking out with her, packing some lunch and just spending the day exploring the island with her (going on the giant swing and launching into the river), eating lunch, relaxing with her out of breath hand in hand just gazing up at the sky, the sun beaming down on us, warming us up a bit. Then looking into each other's eyes and just sitting there silent, with the birds chirping, the faint splashing of water as birds lands to catch a fish just the two of us alone in the world, in love. Ahhh, thinking about it again warms my heart up so much. I LOVE GAHAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-SAN!!!
>>3435826She would feel upset, and worried about any potential pain. I have no idea what local or general anesthesia means so I'll have to leave that blank. And she would probably start over-brushing her teeth like 10 times a day.
>>3435860I play tabletops and card games and I also enjoy shooting. I think she wouldn't like shooting that much, but she might jump into a game session with me just to make me feel good - though she wouldn't be outright offended by anything. She's happy as long as I'm happy.
>>3436017No, I lift for myself though all of my self-improvements are indirectly for her. So I guess 'technically yes'.
>>3436029This is a dead post, but please don't do anything crazy anon. Life is rough, but hurting yourself or others isn't the answer. Persevere for her sake no matter what.